Monday, September 30, 2013

Reilly Road

My Dreams begin in a house.
They spanned over vast horizons, a view peered at from a safe distance. But here; here this house nurtured them and there they sprouted the most glorious wings. The distance turned from unattainable to an infinite, sprawling landscape just at the end of my fingertips. The eleven acres of woods became a million miles of imagination.
The property was punctuated by little mysteries, unexplained treasures and trails blazed by dogged determination. Each tree stretched towards the sun with aching limbs. Some bent and twisted towards holes in the canopy, as if they moved when I wasn't looking- or were carelessly gnarled by the large hands of a troll.

Every season is a new world here. The humid jungles of the savagely beautiful islands of O'an'Aku in summer; The temperate, sea-kissed lands of Zyricon; The autumn chilled mountains and valleys of the magnificent kingdom of Brientine; and the frozen, ice blasted northlands of the Wizards College of Magic in Atlas.
Here, there were made homes for thousands of specters that danced in my head and played their magic tricks in my vivid dreams. I flew through these branches to save the world, I rode gallant steeds through the underbrush to defend the front porch from armies of goblins and barbarian hordes.
I remember the creek. To my dolls it was a raging river running rampant in their path. It soon became the borders between good and evil, the point of confrontation for a thousand battles, the tricky part of each sledding adventure, and the location of several missing shoes.
The mountain loomed like a sentinel at my back, like a great warrior to protect me from the world beyond. The pines at the crest creep in circles along the ridge. My mind goes back there sometimes to recall people who have introduced themselves to me through the scrawled pages of a story. A man in a dark coat who can travel through worlds, a Faery Queen who kidnaps imaginative young girls, An elk king who holds meets for all the creatures of his Forrest there every spring.

Each tree, each plot of grass and forsythia bush graces me with the memories that still cling to their blades and branches. I have rambled through these acres with dreams in my eyes and it has painted this place with magic. I breathe this air with startled nostalgia. I treasure each leaf, each window and every tile. Every bird has been a companion on an adventure, and every trinket lined up for sale has been a tool against an unimaginable foe. This place has been a haven against he chill of real life, and the harsh realities of adulthood.
Even the small things; the clinking of a dozen wind chimes in spring, the fresh cut grass and the sounds of birds and crickets. The hoot of our owl at night and the smell of autumn leaves and the sunlight as it pours over the leaves and glimmers like thousands of spider threads in the air...
I wish I could stay. I want to sprint through the house and leap from the top steps of the living room stairs again. I want to run through the woods, feeling a cape whip about my legs. I want to stand in the starlight outside and pick out Orion, and thank him for watching the house as thoroughly as he has.

I want to go Home.

Friday, September 20, 2013


In the past 6 months, allow me to give you the current events on my current town of residence. Oh excuse me, technically, North Adams is a City. My Bad. It started out with intermittent stabbings. Three, in fact, at least in the same bar. My car was broken into and my ipod stolen during this phase. After that, several burglaries dotted the landscape, the climax of these robbings taking place during broad daylight. It was The Cornner Store (Not even a 2 minte walk from my house) where the attendant/owner/lady (in her 60s, mind you) was gagged, bound, and hidden behind the counter, suffering from abrasions and lacerations. They also severed the phone lines so she could not call for help. Se was found some hours afterwards. Last week some asshole took a cab from Connecticut to our 'fair' city, and upon exiting te cab, he robbed the driver at knifepoint. Thankfully, that douche was arrested. And this past week, An 85 (approx) year old woman was shot on Walker Street. According to google maps, it is 6 minutes from my house. And to top it off, (and beats the hell out of me why THIS is the icing on the cake,) I had a cute little do-hicky thing in my lawn. Made of colored glass, on a metal stick that vaguely resembled a flying bug of some kind perching on a leaf. It was nice. Harmless. A GIFT, to boot. And this past week, some mindless, inbred, probably shit-faced ingrate decided it would be fun to tae my property and smash it into thousands of pieces on the cement. This act, because I know it was a sturdy piece of lawn art, must have taken several tries to complete. It was so degraded in the assault that all I had left, strewn in my path on the way to my car in the morning, were two pieces of metal wire and a few chips of indiscernable glass. I wish I didn't sleep so deeply, because I would have gone out there with my flipping zombie-slayer and relieved said bastardization of humnity of the obviously defective brain that weighed on their shoulders. I would have scooped it out of the half -skull that would have remained and shoved it down his raspy, coke-addicted, meth-satrated throat. Why did I move here again? -Oru

Tuesday, June 25, 2013


July NaNoWriMo Camp is just around the corner!

I will be participating, and I think you should too!

I have a fabulous poster coming my way: In celebration of TEAMWORK!
If you would like to be part of my Group Novelling Circle, I have 9 slots available! Those who participate AND those who complete their goal will receive PRIZES from ORU! That's right!!!!

Step right up!!


Saturday, April 20, 2013

Take Pause!

We take pause from this month of insanity to bring you a piece of original poetry.

Hungry Feet
I walk the miles on hungry feet
Sore from the consumption of steps
Worried by the sands and
Batered by the rocky calamities in my path.
Each upturned root is a snag
and caught in the tooth of my shoe,
But my tongue lolls dryly in the humid air.

Each step is a teasing appetizer
To the feast I will behild at my destination.
Each step leaves my toes
Wiggling for more, scraping
at the trail lie a dog gnaws a bone.
Each step is a sample banquet,
Snacks for the starving.

And yet, each step reminds me of
The length of this journey -
So much so that I dare not
Look Back.
I fear those consumed strides leave a
Black Nothingness
In my wake.
If I stop, I fall into oblivion.
My hunger to be unabated.

My legs still churning like the bowels
Of an engine.
I walk the miles on hungry feet,
Troding and biting at the road ahead,
Eager and growling for more,
Dancing along the cobbles of my
Ramshackle Destiny
Nibbling and chewing up my
As vital seasonings for

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Camp NaNoWriMo!!

Greetings! This Spring and Summer, Camp NaNoWriMo will be in April and July!

Here is the link -

Make me feel better about myself by not letting me do this alone!

Sunday, March 3, 2013


Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in a tiny space.

No matter the thrashing and pushing and kicking, this coffin is only one size, and it does not expand. I have no light and no air, and My fingers are raw from scratching and clawing. Splinters are dug up under my nails, and I can feel the weight of the earth on my chest.

I can feel my cells dying.

I have no burst of excitement, no thrill, nothing to look forward to except another night at home. Is there no reality in my life? Or is there too much? Or is there actually something I can do to stem the flow of blood seeping from my fingertips? I can feel it watering the ground beneath me, seeping through the coffin-boards....

And another, and another, and another night. Were the people any other people I would have already died. If the stories had not been wonderful, I would already have bled out. If the characters, adn the players and the pretend in this little house not so delightful, I would have expired.

For all flipping eternity. Forever.

How like love this is. Forever? Of course. Will I love you? Forever.

But love and life are not the same thing; You do not need love to live. But you need a life in order to love.