Stress

 My anxiety is going off the RAILS here. 

Never been on a plane by myself before. 

Never gone to meet people without a safety net.

I'm terrified they're going to dislike me. Not hate. I don't think they could hate me. But I'm afraid that they aren't going to LIKE me. That I'm going to be a huge disappointment. A let down. A boring, lame, lack-luster new acquaintance.

Help.